I’m answering a series of interesting questions about Ash. Read previous posts in this series here.
Sarah asks: Why did you include Sidhean in the story? What about his character made him fun to write?
In most, if not all, versions of Cinderella, Cinderella is assisted in her desires to go to the ball (and thereby meet the prince) by a magical being. In the Grimms’ version, “Aschenputtel,” the magical being is actually a tree planted over her mother’s grave. The Scottish version of Cinderella, “Rashin-Coatie,” includes a red calf to assist her. In these cases, the tree and the calf represent Cinderella’s dead mother. The fairy godmother, most famously depicted in the Disney movie, did not appear until Charles Perrault’s retelling of the tale.
I knew that Ash, in my retelling, needed to have some kind of magical assistance — but I did not want to have a cute little fairy godmother. It’s obvious from fairy folklore that fairies were never traditionally benevolent figures. They could give you gifts, but there was always a price to be paid for them. They were mischievous, or arrogant, or seductive, or scary. This was the kind of fairy that I wanted in Ash.
During my research, I also discovered that fairies were believed to be much closer to the world of the dead than humans. Plus, some of them were believed to drink blood. Kinda sounds like vampires, doesn’t it?
Well, during the early stages of writing Ash I was watching Season 6 of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. This season was memorable (at least for me — and probably for plenty of other people, too) for one reason: Spike.
Putting all that together, I decided that I wanted to have a male fairy godmother in Ash — one who was seductive, cruel, and maybe a bit inspired by Spike. That’s the origin of Sidhean.
(Clearly, Sidhean is not that much like Spike. For one thing, Spike has a sense of humor, and Sidhean … does not. But hey, they both have white-blond hair!)
What made him fun to write? Basically, everything about Sidhean was fun to write. There was just something cathartic and satisfying about writing a character who was so intensely focused — with no shame — on his own needs and desires. I know he’s sometimes more than a little bit creepy, and yes, I enjoyed that too. I don’t know what that says about me as a person! I liked having someone of ambiguous morality to think about.
This is not to say that the other characters weren’t also fun to write about! OK, except maybe Ana. I found her a bit insufferable.
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Sidhean is dark but not creepy to me. He is a fairy and closer to archetype, he isn’t cute and funny, and I found that very refreshing. Moreover, he is more than someone who could assist Ash, he is a companion. Ash’s relationship with Sidhean is unconventional and it teaches Ash about boundaries and acceptance. Over time she stops trying to figure out what’s between them and accepts it, embraces for what it is and ultimately learns the power of choice and rejects it. The more time they spent together, the more she found she craved his company and I don’t think it was simply his allure. He didn’t glam her. Often, she was seeking him.
Don’t know if you expected or intended, but I appreciated the triangle between Ash, Sidhean and Kaisa. Despite being dark, Sidhean has feelings (won’t debate the magic) and he cares for Ash in a way she doesn’t have for him. Moreover, there is the power inequality which speaks to what love can and cannot be. I prefer how the dynamics and their relationship plays out here ten times over Twilight.
Ha, I haven’t written my review yet. Don’t be surprised to see this repackaged.
Thanks for your comment, Susan! Interesting to read your perspective, and I look forward to seeing it repackaged.
Malinda! This is completely off-topic from this but I figure you read these comments and I’ve been wondering if you were ever going to write more lesbian-themed fairy tales or even a sequel/ prequel to Ash. I enjoyed Ash so much (I wish it was 3x as long) and I hope you keep writing similar novels!
Thanks, Brittany! Glad you liked ASH. I’m working on a companion novel to ASH; it’s set in the same world but several hundreds of years earlier. There are lesbians.
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Thank you for sharing.
I really enjoyed learning about the stories behind the story.
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Thanks so much!
I, like the others above, enjoyed this post about Sidhean as well. I have to agree that scary fairies are quite often the best, even though they are seemingly the scarcest (is that even a word?). When I think of “scary, creepy fairies,” I think of Holly Black’s Tithe. I think I see a bit of similarity between your fairies and hers.
It was interesting to learn that you envisioned Sidhean to be the fairy godfather! I wonder how I missed that when reading Ash… hmm, maybe because I was too engrossed in the other characters, and in the unfulfilled sexual tension vibe that I kind of got from Ash and Sidhean. That’s one hot actor, though, even though I’ve never watched Buffy before.
Steph, you need to watch Buffy! It is brilliant TV. Some people don’t like it, but I don’t know what’s wrong with those people.
Truthfully, Sidhean was my favorite character.
To know he was somewhat inspired by Spike makes me so, so happy as a Buffy the Vampire Slayer fan. Sidhean was so mysterious and–dare I say it–sexy. I loved reading about him, so it makes perfect sense that you’d love writing him!
hoorah for anguished, morally gray
characters. i knew which way you swung
when you said you enjoyed my climax. ha!!
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